This part of my website site is about me only and has nothing to do with my line of Work or Professional Life It only about my Hobbies, Activities, Interests & Personal View Points on Life It also shows what I was doing before coming to US
I used to be a Fashion Model in Europe and I visited or lived in 14 - 15 Countries before coming to the United States where I decided to stay
In my Modeling days I mostly did Catalog & Print and finally Runway exclusively
After coming to US I was still doing Modeling mostly in South Beach & Miami but after my Contract expired and since I didn't want to go to New York I decided to quit and I decided to do something different
In 1996 I started posing for Artists mostly posing for Painting and sometimes for Sculptures and I actually enjoyed the entire adventure more then I ever expected
Below few Paintings I posed for :
I like writing Simple Poetry sometimes ... I can never explain to myself why I write but I do nevertheless even tho what I say is mostly not very "uplifting"
" ... I'm afraid to read all the letters she wrote to me ... and I'm afraid to go to the room we slept and spooned together ... and I can't forget how she kissed me and touched me at night ... and I can't stop thinking if she is safe right now ... and I so wish she would come home and just say Hi ... and when I try to forget Her I just can't no matter how hard I try ... and if she was here again I would make it work this time ... and I would make her happy like I did the very first night ... and if she asked me to change I would so she can be mine ... and when it's all over she will know how much I miss her now ... and I'm so sorry for making her sad and making her cry ... and I will never forget her sandwiches and her Piaf music and our candles and her moving tables and her making dinners just to make me smile ... and I will never forgive myself for hurting her feelings no matter how much she hurt mine and I will always remember her for as long as I'm alive ... "
I met her one night when during small party we lost all the lights ... She had a long hair and big pretty eyes and I kept staring at her even tho it was so dark ... And I thought to myself "my God if I had a chance to see her again just one more time I would remember this Girl for the rest of my life"... And when she left I kept dreaming of her every single night hoping she will come back one day so I can look at her at least one last time... But she never came back like she didn't care so I dumped all the Girls who asked for affair ... And all I really wanted was to see her again just for few seconds like a bird in an air ... And I still remember her face and her big pretty eyes and her long dark hair that I saw the very first night ... But she will never know all this or even remember me so I started to think that she was just my nicest dream ... And I just think that life without your Girl is like a life on Mars ... It's like a Sky at night, all sad and empty without the Stars ...
Martial Arts Besides my so called "soft side" I also love Martial Arts I tried everything from Judo, Karate, Boxing, Tae Kwon Do & Kung Fu Weapons And as Bruce Lee once said "it is not important what you practice or study, as long as you're good at it" Having Self Discipline & Determination to do things we love in Life might be afterall The most important thing we ever had